March madness a month too late

         First off I just want to apologize For not being able to blog yesterday. I was sick in bed all day! so sad. well where did I leave off on Saturday. I settled that issue with my Shawnypoo but what I did was crossing a big line. I shouldn't of done it but im just going to leave that at that. A little while ago I made a youtube channel and I have my first hooping video up! Which is fab! My youtube is also going to be the home of me and my families(meaning my boyfriend and his family) video log, or my Vlog. So if you want to also follow my vlog on youtube the link should be on my page. If not just search my name Natashahoopornot. Well last night i went to bed with a kiss from Shawn which left me happy until I reached dream land where i usually have bad dreams, but last night was different. Last night I had a dream that me and my Shawn had a baby. a beautiful baby girl. Now, this would be the second time that I had a wonderful dream that me and my wonderful love had a wonderful baby girl. I mean i think of everything as a sign and the way see it this is a sign that me and Shawn's first baby is indeed going to be a baby girl when in fact we both want a baby boy. I did really want a baby boy at first but now to be honest i wouldnt mind either way. I have a great feeling about this and it has made me that much more excited about the idea of a baby even though we don't have plans for a baby at least for another few years. Which my friends, isn't a short amount of time but its not a long amount of time either. We already have the names for our first boy and first girl. The boys name changed a lot but I feel that we are going to stick with the girls name. The decision for our baby girls name is AutumnRose  while the same for our boy is Miloh.... we stil haven't come up with a middle name for Miloh but we are working on it. I think that these are the two names that we are going to stick with until our children arrive. Its EXCITING!! But in most recent news Shawn has been at work all day and I miss him. I wont get to see him until late tonight and I know when he gets home hes probably going to want to crash but I know he'll stay up with me for a little before we go to bed. Well theres some silver lining because YAY hes off tomorrow and the next day but i may have to go to the hospital tomorrow which will take up the only time we have had in a while together. Ill keep you guys updated with the whole hospital thing too. Well today i hooped a little with my boyfriends sister and made a video which you can check out on youtube. I also made a "meet the dogs" video about my boyfriends 5 dogs which you will be able to catch on my youtube once I post it. Right now I am actually watching a show on ABC family. The t.v. was on this channel all day. The show I am watching is called "my future boyfriend" now at first i thought this show would be very strange but I've come to realize in the hour and fifty minutes I've been watching it that it is actually a pretty OK show. It is about a man who comes from the year 3127 to 2011 to research scientific theories on love, passion, and sex. Mean while he meets a girl named Elizabeth who is engaged to be married and falls in love with her. Now I am not going to ruin the whole show but it is a new series and I suggest you guys check it out. I know i am going to try to keep updated with it. It is a very adorable show. Well thanks for listening and keep updated!!! make sure to check out my youtube!
              with love always,
                    Natasha

Today of sorts

        well today has had its ups and downs definitely. I awoke from a bad dream with with my boyfriend beside me which would have been a great thing if we could have talked enough to get to the root of the issue. We did talk however, and it made me feel better or it at least sugar coated the way i felt until later when he comes home from work At 10. Which is not a very happy thought for me especially considering i have a new bone to pick with him that is specially top priority reserved for that spot. Oh did i mention that his name was Shawn. Well Shawn and I had a pretty ok day scratch this morning when i had one of the worst possible break downs imaginable that i never thought i would snap out of (I guess thats just what happens when you have the childhood that I had) and up until this moment when I found out some information that i am not quite proud of. The time in-between however, had very little to do with me and Shawn. He worked on butter cup (our car) as i hula hooped. Afterwards, WE washed the car (I guess we had some togetherness time today) but after i got dirty and wet trying to perfect the art of cleaning the car we came inside for a meal before he went off to work. Which may very well count as togetherness time. After that however he had to head straight to work, which made me sad. He's been stressing about a lot lately and im trying to be there for him to the best of my abilities but its kinda hard when we don't see each other as much as i would like. (which my friends is another thing that comes with moving in with your partner) If you think all of a sudden time is going to be on your side and your going to have hours to sit and watch each other breathe think again. In the real world, which is our world people have jobs and other activities that that up there time so you might not get to spend every single second together no matter how much you want to. On a higher note the time that is spent together you should make marvelous and magical. Oh gosh i am so far off subject. well yes after Shawn left for work I came back into our room with the cat and dog  and pondered what I should do next. I was dilly-dallying around when I came across something I probably shouldn't have. Thats the bone that needs picking at 10 o clock when Shawn arrives home. Now don't get me wrong i am not a girlfriend to snoop and pry but when i have my feelings... its instinct. But we'll touch on this whole fiasco maybe tomorrow. I do miss my boyfriend however, but until ten he is someone else's problem ha-ha. Maybe today will brighten up. I mean i have to look on the bright-side of things so yes, today will get better. It is only 5:30 and there is plenty to do! :) keep updated!
love always
-Natasha

Friday night lights

        So this is my Catch up blog. This is where I will take about everything that has happened up until this very moment. Let me start out by saying if your thinking about moving in with your partner please think it through, make sure its whats best for the relationship. Spending time with someone and spending every second of the day with someone are two very different things. I've come to deal with what comes with that responsibility but it will be a serious eye opener for your relationship. The past four months that ive lived with my boyfriend have been great! Theres the ups and downs but they've been great and I wouldn't trade them for anything. However, it is turning into a very stressful situation for me at times because it has brought up problems in the family. Everything runs its own course and things will be how they will be in the end and i will also keep you updated with this whole turn of events. Another huge thing in my life is The journey which is not only what i do on a daily basis but its my daily walk through life and it means a lot to me. I have found a new love in Hula Hooping and i will be sure to post things on that very soon. Nature is a very big part of my life also so if one blog seems to ramble on and on about trees please do not be alarmed. well thats all i have for now be sure to follow thank you and have a great day.